Married to Medicine

Married to Medicine

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

"A son is a son 'till he takes a wife...

a daughter is a daughter all of her life."

Just last week a friend and I were holding and playing with our infant sons on a play-date, recalling this old adage and pondering just how distanced we might eventually be from the current objects of our hearts' greatest joys.  We spoke with deflated acceptance of the fact that we generally need to remind our (admittedly abnormally busy) husbands to send cards and call on their mothers' birthdays and Mother's Day.  We related the chatty closeness we each have with our own mom and acknowledged that any hopes of such tight bonds with our grown-and-married sons were most likely futile.

Oh don't get us wrong; we love our sons with our whole hearts, about 1,000%.  But with a daughter the assumption is your relationship will grow, mature, and deepen over time; she will ultimately forever be your best friend and closest confidante, and you hers.  With a son, sadly (but rightly) you know that such is not likely to be the case.  Instead, you're braced for a gradual, bittersweet "letting go" as he makes his way in the world.  As you pour your heart and soul into him day after day, hour upon hour, sacrifice upon sacrifice you know:  Someday he will summon every ounce of the love, care, sweat and blood that you so tenderly, laboriously, and selflessly poured into him and he will (most likely) bestow all of that onto another woman, loving her with his all as you first loved him. 

But you don't resent this.  Your love for your him is far greater than your love for yourself and so your very deepest, most intense wish is for the "story to end" with him being happy and fulfilled, and that means independent.  You also know that the happiest men are happily married, and so you assume hope that your current efforts will "always be with him" as they enable him to find a loving wife he adores and to be the best husband and father he can be.  Indeed, should such efforts pay off in those ways, they would remain with him longer than you yourself ever could.

And so even as you parent your little son with the bittersweet knowledge that he will one day "leave his mother and father, and cleave to his wife" (Gen. 2-24) you're happy.  Happy to have him for however long he's yours, happy to mother him, happy to snuggle him, fulfilled.  For even after he's gone off into the world, the foundation you built for him - good and bad, but hopefully mainly good - will inform his choices, support him in rough times, and teach him how to be.  Your efforts will pay off for him, and that's why you're making them.

Yes, a son may be a son 'till he takes a wife.  But a mother is a mother all of her life.









6 comments:

  1. I had never heard this phrase until very recently. And never really thought about it the whole time I was pregnant and hoping for a boy. So I am still struggling with this concept and hoping that I will have that rare exception of a son who actually remembers to call his mom once in a while. But thanks for this post, it is helping me come to grips with what most likely will be.

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  2. This is so sweet! (And the pics of you & M are gorgeous!)

    If it makes you feel any better, my husband still calls his momma once/week to chat. But, you're right, I don't think it's the same closeness that I have with my own mom (even though we don't talk as often).

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  3. lisa - i've been reading some of your posts and they're really great. i just had a daughter three months ago so much of what you write resonates with me. but i wanted to tell you that my husband calls his parents over skype several times a week just to check in (and i don't remind him), so you never know :) ps, in some ways it doesn't seem that long ago that we walked through the woods to each other's house and now we have kids - how fast life goes by!

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  4. That is the saddest thought ever!! I will echo everyone else and tell you that Scot and his mom are super close--they talk at least a couple of times a week. I think there's hope!!! The pics are darling!

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  5. Hoping for mama's boys lol! Your pictures are precious! Perfection.

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  6. Lisa, I love your blog. It is very well written. I am expecting my second son in Feb. This blog could not be more true. I love my sons with all of my heart but I pray that God will also bless me with a girl someday.

    Leyla

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